EPIPHANY

you love a soothing aubade / in the cracks of golden dawn / i wish to be the first ray of light / to seep through your window / to reflect the shine from your eyes / the first touch on your golden skin / that's when my morning will begin / oh how my heart wants you in simple ways / how i'll do anything to feel you everyday i'm a moonchild / born in the midnight's swaddle / raise with listening to lullabies of loneliness / now solitary in my heart / and poetry in my pen / i wish to paint the canvas of life / in hues of dream / and my heart wishes / for you to colour me in. born in early autumn air / you bring safety with your embrace / and you give shades of warmth to the fireplace / you're the only home i want to remember the way back / because anywhere else is just brick walls / but you're my beautiful blue boy / the shade of your love haunts me / yet holds me longer than the stars in the sky my first breathe were the scent of blossoms / spring days were my fir...

I love you Nanu, and always miss you. You're my first teacher and my forever inspiration. I watched as you become a star so far away to reach my hands I searched for you in every night sky wishing maybe the clouds could cascade your lullaby I feel you in every breathe  cause you're so alive in these trees you'd grown with love and they give me hope to always move forward surely without your guiding shadow but with your learnings that embraces me  in my highs, in my lows. On 17 August 2015 I lost my maternal grandfather. He's like my most favourite human to ever exist in this universe. He means the world to me.Whenever I see trees,plants, and overall the mother nature, it always reminds me of him.I see the reflection of his love in these tress. He loved to grow them,with the same love he had for his grandchildren. He used to grow them like he was breathing through them, well little did the innocent little me knew he actually was.So many memories are associated with him a...

No human have quite  observed my content in solitude as the mother nature has  healing powers she have in the gust of wind  touching the soul beneath my skin the evergreens that blooms without any talk about the doubts in its ability without the pressure of mastering the art of  "unfazed by the opinions" and the soft spoken poetry  of those songbirds I don't understand them but I know they are speaking words of reassurance they just exist  and let you be a human   without those gazes of judgements  in your every move you sit near the lakes the blues of seiche waves never give you pain they bring serenity with them and the melody of dawn an aubade of blessings and a lilac sunset drawn in the sky by mother nature.

 A story that seems familiar to us all the memories flashes infront of our eyes A song that makes us feel  like a bird is freed from its cage A moment that is enough to make  the rest of your day great A sight from the window seat of bus Reminds me of the innocent soul of us  counting stars in night sky, who was always curious if we can reach the cloud with a ladder of dreams. A day when we feel lost in the thoughts why feelings are so weird? Neither we can control them nor we can deny to feel  A place where our every desire, every pain  reside, where our mind heal where we can hear our inner voices A person who makes you fall in love with yourself,who respect your choices who can be by your side in every season of your life  Whether it's the cold breeze of winter,or its the joyful spring day.💜

  The eyes that tells a story everytime    The heart that speaks honest words    The silent voice that can be heard louder    than any bomb    The poet who starts penning never stops.