where do i take my love when you didn't give it shelter? roam around the street we use to sneak to steal kisses that felt like freedom on the tongue but forbidden from the sight of others? or maybe it was just me who was blinded by the colour of your world. the rest of it was black and white. you were my fucking rainbow. some days you made me feel like i'm the love song of your life filled with great metaphors of stars. and the others were so dark, you never even tried to give my misery company, always run away. your fears are great, you let them win. i'm always quite concern that i couldn't effect your heart like you did to mine. make me feel safe, not like home but like your love, then broke my shelter that's taking too much space in your heart. i was a little much for you, always. love(d) you a little too much. care for you a little too much. worry about you a little too much. but what can I do, my love? i always tend to give, give and give because no one ever ch...
god, i waited. oh to love and wait like the flowers wait for spring to bloom and fire for any substance that catalyze their life span. but the fire burns us, and the flowers, well, they falls to the ground and get wreaked under someone's footprint. we carry the scars from the burn, and the fragrance of the flower get embedded into some corner of our mind. it's easy to leave, but hard to forget, right? how long until the spring turns into a storm and that substance that you think your life depends on just vanishes in seconds. leaving you with pain, but the pleasure of those little moments. but, but i prayed for that love. oh, i pray to that love. i felt for the time that devotion had a name for me that'd be engraved onto my grave. and now that your name engraved here in, shall i call you mine? shall i wait a little longer? i mean i can wait for a lifetime, even if i can get just glimpses of you. watching you fade away felt like you were stabbing a sharp knife str...
ps: these pictures of mine are just an illusion, i'm actually a mess (sick and tired and kinda sad) rn in my life, but when it comes to love my pen won't stop to write (lol). love is acceptance. love is understanding them, even when they find it hard to understand themselve. love is simple, though may take you through a road of complications. love is kindness, forgiveness, warmness, even craziness. love feels warm and at the same time it is the autumnal breeze that creates goosebumps on your skin. the effect love have- co-existence of different shades of feelings. love comes with difficulties for sure, that's why it is powerful, according to me with great power comes great difficulties. love is honesty. love is the truth you can't hide from me like you hide from yourself. love is unconditional, unreasonable, undeniable. love is a lot of things. oh they say love is happiness, but happiness is temporary, love isn't. love is multidimensional. there must be a p...
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