where do i take my love when you didn't give it shelter? roam around the street we use to sneak to steal kisses that felt like freedom on the tongue but forbidden from the sight of others? or maybe it was just me who was blinded by the colour of your world. the rest of it was black and white. you were my fucking rainbow. some days you made me feel like i'm the love song of your life filled with great metaphors of stars. and the others were so dark, you never even tried to give my misery company, always run away. your fears are great, you let them win. i'm always quite concern that i couldn't effect your heart like you did to mine. make me feel safe, not like home but like your love, then broke my shelter that's taking too much space in your heart. i was a little much for you, always. love(d) you a little too much. care for you a little too much. worry about you a little too much. but what can I do, my love? i always tend to give, give and give because no one ever ch...
sometimes i wonder what the pages of that dairy so beautifully holds within the star filled papers and the pen from which love flows he may writes about his fears, vulnerabilities, that the human i have painted on my canvas is a masterpiece but his heart is in pieces and the paints of my crimsons are fading or he may write the secret about how he collects stars from others eyes and accumulates them in his own how he is a thief in disguise and how he has stolen my shine and now i love to reflect his on mine. i wonder if he had ever even tried to pen a poetry for me or just a piece of his heart on papers and spent all night reminiscing about how the scent of those pages reminds him of our memories the laugh,the cries the love that will never die even beyond our existence. i wonder how my lover's dairy really looks like from inside i wonder if it is just the reflection of him or my vision of him through translucent papers is it just lik...
ps: these pictures of mine are just an illusion, i'm actually a mess (sick and tired and kinda sad) rn in my life, but when it comes to love my pen won't stop to write (lol). love is acceptance. love is understanding them, even when they find it hard to understand themselve. love is simple, though may take you through a road of complications. love is kindness, forgiveness, warmness, even craziness. love feels warm and at the same time it is the autumnal breeze that creates goosebumps on your skin. the effect love have- co-existence of different shades of feelings. love comes with difficulties for sure, that's why it is powerful, according to me with great power comes great difficulties. love is honesty. love is the truth you can't hide from me like you hide from yourself. love is unconditional, unreasonable, undeniable. love is a lot of things. oh they say love is happiness, but happiness is temporary, love isn't. love is multidimensional. there must be a p...
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