EPIPHANY

sometimes i wonder if we ever think about each other at the same time. if you ever think about how my day is going. if i am laughing at some silly joke or faking smiles at fake people. if i am sad for some random reason, irritated because it's that time of the month or silently overthinking about everything, all at once. if you ever think whether i had my morning coffee, do i have a test i'm stressed about or how's the weather of my city . if i am getting enough sleep to dream, or nightmares are my only companion. or if i am having breakdowns in the bathroom, hiding from my truth. because i think about you, and i think about these things. i secretly wish that you think about me too. i don't want to be easily forgettable. but i don't want to disturb your mind too. i know how you would be feeling when you think about me. maybe it's better if you just forget about my existence, for your peace of mind. atleast i don't want to be remembered as a regre...

god, i waited. oh to love and wait like the flowers wait for spring to bloom and fire for any substance that catalyze their life span. but the fire burns us, and the flowers, well, they falls to the ground and get wreaked under someone's footprint. we carry the scars from the burn, and the fragrance of the flower get embedded into some corner of our mind. it's easy to leave, but hard to forget, right? how long until the spring turns into a storm and that substance that you think your life depends on just vanishes in seconds. leaving you with pain, but the pleasure of those little moments. but, but i prayed for that love. oh, i pray to that love. i felt for the time that devotion had a name for me that'd be engraved onto my grave. and now that your name engraved here in, shall i call you mine? shall i wait a little longer? i mean i can wait for a lifetime, even if i can get just glimpses of you. watching you fade away felt like you were stabbing a sharp knife str...