EPIPHANY

god, i waited. oh to love and wait like the flowers wait for spring to bloom and fire for any substance that catalyze their life span. but the fire burns us, and the flowers, well, they falls to the ground and get wreaked under someone's footprint. we carry the scars from the burn, and the fragrance of the flower get embedded into some corner of our mind. it's easy to leave, but hard to forget, right? how long until the spring turns into a storm and that substance that you think your life depends on just vanishes in seconds. leaving you with pain, but the pleasure of those little moments. but, but i prayed for that love. oh, i pray to that love. i felt for the time that devotion had a name for me that'd be engraved onto my grave. and now that your name engraved here in, shall i call you mine? shall i wait a little longer? i mean i can wait for a lifetime, even if i can get just glimpses of you. watching you fade away felt like you were stabbing a sharp knife str...

where do i take my love when you didn't give it shelter? roam around the street we use to sneak to steal kisses that felt like freedom on the tongue but forbidden from the sight of others? or maybe it was just me who was blinded by the colour of your world. the rest of it was black and white. you were my fucking rainbow. some days you made me feel like i'm the love song of your life filled with great metaphors of stars. and the others were so dark, you never even tried to give my misery company, always run away. your fears are great, you let them win. i'm always quite concern that i couldn't effect your heart like you did to mine. make me feel safe, not like home but like your love, then broke my shelter that's taking too much space in your heart. i was a little much for you, always. love(d) you a little too much. care for you a little too much. worry about you a little too much. but what can I do, my love? i always tend to give, give and give because no one ever ch...